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Saturday, February 28, 2009

昨天晚上打电话给你
电话一边的你
似乎有说不清的东西
我也吞言不语
我们都在等着一个结局
我们都清楚的结局


今天早上看到你的讯息
抱着你留下的衣
闻你身上独特的气息
我却不想清醒
为何硬要强迫我看清
我们这样的结局


黑夜下着小雨
琴键变得好安静
我却不能安宁
手指轻轻弹起
弹奏着谁的心情
安抚着谁的心情
虽然我已知道
这一切已来不及


我明白你这份用心
因为这就是你
这个善良的你
这是个秘密的爱情
我们已不能再前进
你就做了这个决定
这我们不要的结局


花瓶里的蕾心
等待着谁的来临
为你紧闭的心
宁愿枯萎老去
也拒绝盛开花心
只为等待着你
虽然早已来不及


或许不是因为来不及
而这就是个
已不能再改变的结局


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

today, i skipped one damn boring lecturer class and back to take a deep nice nap.. well, when i woke up from the nap, i heard someone singing.. well, as meetoto was damn popular last year, i thought is the fella beside my house singing there.. mana tau, is my own housemate, NEN singing there..

i was LAUGHING LIKE SHIT in my heart la.. cause just woke up, no energy and i seriously want to listen to his singing AS HE THOUGHT NO ONE IN THE HOUSE !!!!!! hahahahahahaha..

then, deep in my dreaming mind, i was thinking of this ::


the volume controller in your mind???



i can't find a nice pic so i simply make one myself..i know it's shitty !! :p


it's like when you are having a conversation with someone, and s/he talks until like NO SOUND at all, you just wish you have a volume controller to TURN HER/HIS VOICE OUT LOUD !!! what the hell...


or when you are being serious doing something but your friends are gossiping bout something which you so want to listen to, YOU JUST WISH TO ADJUST THEIR VOICE AND SAY IT LOUD.. cause i malu join the conver as i was acting cool all the time to be serious mar.. XD


or in the situation someone you feel annoying with walk in the room and start to BLA BLA BLA.. you just wish to MUTE him/her or MINIMIZEto the MAX of his/her voice.. right???




and here, i've come out this summary, bout the range of the voice I WANT to turn DOWN or UP..



this happen to all of us, i guess.. XD


it's very true okayz !!! you can come out yours one.. huhu..



and this is my volume for normal life... hahaha..


hence, how bout yours??? by the way, thanks to ShengWei for the The Ting Tings "We Started Nothing"... they are AWESOME !!!! ><


I WANT SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM DESPERATING !!!!!!!! pathetic me :'(





h/w::
- i'm watching Will and Grace now, both of them SUCKs but i darn love the sub-char, Jack and Karen.. they are just so damn adorable.. *loves*
- im so going dead for this sem.. and yet, im so addicted into wasting my life by dreaming.. sigh ><

Monday, February 23, 2009

today is my engineering law's presentation and it went quite good.. it's can be better but we kind of satisfy with it already when compare to other groups.. if the marks we get is lower than them, then we plan to screw the lecturer or burn his car/house XD....


however, as usual, after the presentation, who the hell will pay the attention for other groups?? thus, i just wasted my time by flip thru PIPI's mags (although the next day i got a damn hard test but screw it XD), and i saw some very interesting stuff/ads/nice graphics.. check it out *showing the upside-down seven sign*



this is the mag, the 388th Milk


i god damn love the concept of this ads/graphic design.. when you see it, you get what this picture brings about.. interesting *showing the face*

i'm lovin it ..McDonald ~
*you increase your god damn price again !!! ="(*



and then, follow by

the Ads of Condom to Prevent AIDS ::


urgh !! when i saw this, in my heart, i SHOUT ! because the graphic will caught your eyes to read what the message they gonna send to.. rite??

*i'm sure you have already clicked and enlarge it to see cleary uh =.=*




wel, there are also for GAYs !!! well, wonder why lesbian don't need..*showing the innocent face*
maybe because they, SCISSORSing??*if you don't understand, pls refer to SouthPark XD*


after that, we got another class and since i already tired (it's already 3pm and i didn't get enough sleep ><) thus, i goyang-goyang and hand itchy go draw out smtg for my PZAXIUS ::

this is a symbol for the ladies on pzaxius.. ^^
the curls and curve represent the beautiness of a sexy lady's body and soul..


this is the symbol for gents on pzaxius..
it's the opposite of the lady symbol.. the squares and sharp represent the toughness and muscular of a guy and also their directness..
i just love this so much !!!


finally, this is just a basic concept of the combination of J&P.. well, it's ugly.. T__T


last but not least,


I GOD DAMN LOVE MY SOUND SYSTEM !!!!!!!
and i wish i have a studio now ><





h/w:: tomorrow i got a damn big test, wish today i can cover up abit.. sigh, i need shopping to overcome my stress although i didn't work out much as my other friends.. i need money also.. and can send me a parcel of loves also?? hahahaha

Friday, February 20, 2009

argh !!! why don't ugly + gatal + foolish people just stay in the cave and eat their own shit, drink their own pee and die in the cave leh??????? WHY???

ok, those ugly people im referring here is not those UGLY with DIGNITY one.. but those UGLY with BITCHY CHARACTERISTIC one...

the BITCH im talking bout here is a bitch that i know her during my foundation.. i rant about her long time ago already but my dear friends tried to stop me and now, I COULDN'T HOLD MYSELF NOT TO KUTUK HER ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, its ur own god damn problem for loosing ur god damn ugly wallet okayz... don't go and curse those people who stole your god damn ugly wallet.. if there is a Gucci wallet dropped on the floor, u this stupid cheap-skate-materialistic-bitch sure go and push it into your "sui gao" bra one lor.. don't tell me you won't....

i do hate those ppl who stole ppl's stuff but when come to YOUR CASE, i'm so blessing the people for not getting "GANG BANG" or " GO DIE" but yourself get those.. smile :D

beside, you said you do understand those poor people as YOU ARE ONE OF THEM !!!??? well, screw you stupid ugly and damn fatt hao bitch, you are just annoying !!!!!! well, poor people wont go and upload those cheapskate stuff and show off there.. and go begging, showing the bitchy face for more votes, try to MIMIC those famous blogger ar... gosh >< !!!!! beside, do you know what is the other thing that you make me puke at? ok, HATE AT???? IS YOUR ALL THOSE FUCKING FAKE COMMENTS AND TRY TO ACT CUTE PICTURES !!!!!!!!!


well, i have totally NO INTEREST FOR YOUR OWN DAMN STUPID AND BORING LIFE THERE, BUT CAN YOU PLEASE STOP POST THOSE STUPID + YUCKY COMMENTS IN MY FRIENDS' BLOG / FRIENDSTER / FACEBOOK / whatever shit media you will hack throug?????? YOU ARE POLLUTING THEIR BLOGS / FRIENSTER /FACEBOOK !!!!!!!!


and please, if you are the one I AM RANTING ABOUT, and try to make this as a BIG DEAL, then just GO AHEAD !!!!! we are just SO SICK with your those FAKE-ish BITCH face and try to ask other people show their damn stupid face with blind eyes on you..

such as ::

Stupdo 1 :: " bitch, why got such people do this one you one.. im so on your fucking side "

Stupdo 2 :: " jie ~~ ignore those people who rant on you.. let's us go shave our damn legs.."

Stupdo 3 :: " you are just as pretty as elephant or pigs in my heart !!! "

Stupdo 4 :: " im imagine you when i have sex with my cat.. you are so fucking ugly ~~~ "

Stupdo 5 :: " i'm so pissed with the thing they said... btw, im ur new-lowtaste-stalker "



you are just pathetic for being like this..




well, i don't think im BIG enough for you to discuss which is one of the thing im so appreciate with.. :)



by the way, stop edit your damn body/face/whatever shit you have now as you are so lack of Photoshop skills.. also, for the sake of the people who create the photoshop and the people who using it.. start to appreciate what your mama gives you if you cannot change it.. =.=


im so sinfully happy by release my stress on you : D




p/s:: there are so many grammar mistakes or lack of vocab, well, this is not the point of this post.. :D

There is one kind of people which should be in the "hate-able" list..

they wont sms you or msn you during normal time but during exam time, they keep on ask you


"you study d or not??"

"how's ur revision yesterday night?"

"wa, you are a superb.. tomorrow test sure score one lor !!! "

"sei lor.. i sure lose to you one.. cuz i din study at all.. how? "



bla bla bla................................

IF YOU DIDN'T STUDY,

IS THAT POSSIBLE YOU GET HIGHER MARKS THAN ME??????? AND IF NOT, WHAT IF I GET HIGHER THAN YOURS??? SWT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aiyor ><

btw, i'm a cute copy cat during exam :p


PLEASE, I STUDY OR NOT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS OKAYZ !!!!!! MY GOD !!!! EVEN IF I TOLD YOU, WILL IT CHANGE THE FACT??? GOSH !!!! ARGH !!!! STOP ASKING ME !!!!!!



beside, those people only ask those low mark people [ yes, i'm the dumbass :( ] ... they always ask your marks to compare with their marks.. well, if they do it to show their careness, then, PLEASE, I DON'T NEED IT !!! JUST LEAVE ME SOME SPACE OKAYZ???


pukiama >

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

看着你的双手对她围绕
这不再属于我们的拥抱
我只有傻傻的站着微笑
你却开始对我无理取闹


被你双手碰触的触角
让我再缩进壳里祈祷
你不再对我无理取闹
我不再对你依赖依靠
包裹着自己不再离岛


不要再欺骗我的微笑
我知道你在等谁来到
不知觉的点燃火燎
原来泪水就是燃料
相而也带来了海啸

我烦恼 我已受不了
我逃亡 我就是鸵鸟

我就是蜗牛与鸵鸟

Monday, February 16, 2009




i have nothing much to talk about this.. i am missing you here already.. i'm sorry that i can't make it to send you off..
be careful in Australia and study hard.. we all love you as much as you can't imagine.. muachs

Saturday, February 14, 2009

又是情人节
没人陪
心已忘了累
也无法继续沉醉


这孤独季节
我与谁
都是男主角
眼泪不再是感觉


我在你的世界
心却渐渐冻结
被亲吻的错觉
离弃直觉
这一切的一切
夺走了我们一切的一切
我对你的感觉
淹没在情人节

伤心的季节
心倾斜
不再去理解
把这一切都省略

期待的情人节
却是你的离别
一个人在哭泄
哭着你的坚决
我曾不顾一切
却换来你对我不顾一切
两个人的季节
一个人在庆谢

让风吹走这一切
眼泪不再流跌

Thursday, February 12, 2009

看着纤细的你
张开双翼
就这样飞进我的领域
那么的毫不犹疑

为何我还在顾虑
拉开面具
让命运敲定与你的亲密
不必再继续警惕

不再让梦停止前进

我拉着这小提琴
你弹着黑色钢琴
我在你嘴边静听
你在我耳边细语
这无意义的意义
多么甜蜜的回忆

心有灵犀
一杯歌曲
不再约定
不再离去

就让时间决定
就让星星窃听
我们要的结局
我们爱的甜蜜

Monday, February 9, 2009

some people just cannot grow up..

what you want, ask it straight forward, bastard..

i super hate people who just online and message you in msn and talk crap over there.. if you got nothing to talk, then just don't simply message people..

and you were like this 3 years ago, and you are still the same now.. fuck up !!!!

and some people just thought they are so damn fucking attractive or famous like shit, well, YOU ARE NOT !!! OPEN YOUR DAMN SMALL EYES AND LOOK AT THE MIRROR!!!! GOSH !!!!!!!!!

so, grow up fcukers and biatches.. GROW UP and ACT LIKE HOW OLD YOU ARE !!!!





* what i am ranting now is for my online friends, which i never meet before.. so, my real world friends, I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU GUYS AND YOU GUYS KNOW I HEART YOU GUYS ONE !!! ^^ *




h/w :: argh !!! assignments !!!! reports !!!! ><

Saturday, February 7, 2009

argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i'm officially 21
i'm old
fuck god !! :(




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