the feet, stars and 25

this post is totally mean nothing, and just full with craps that i want to crap with.. just gonna have to submit my life details to my blog.. :D

i have been so outdated for all the details, of my blog.. getting lazier and aimless for every single thing.. have almost forgot how to play adobe, have totally out of idea to compose lyrics, and so on the interest i got in with.. well, i guess more or less is due to, i'm so into the life of gaming brainless game in facebook, like the Restaurant City and Happy Farm.. okayz, it is really stupid cause i seriously gain nothing from there, but still, i get addicted and i can't pull myself out from there.. sigh ><

well, my recent life is nothing much but food and food and games.. lying on bed or chair and watch the unlimited shows from PPS.. call me evil by stealing people's connection for the sake of shows, but, this habit is so hard to change back.. and cause of this, my tummy and my freaking weight, is seriously directly proportional to the time i live with.. so, i might die, like two more years if i'm having the same habit without changing it.. so, i shall get myself something i wanted soon in order i won't die as a ghost cause i regret or guilty for something or someone..

ohya, this year, i might do something wild.. ok, i know when you say the "wild" thing out then this thing won't be a wild thing as you already know the risk and bla bla bla.. but then, these thing will still be a "wow" mark in my life if i'm gonna do it.. first, i'm so going to get myself a puppy, or just call him Lucious.. his short name will be Luci.. it's nice and don't you dare to comment on the name.. there is no question and i don't accept any critiques.. :D .. secondly, if i'm not going to get my Luci, then i'm just going to give myself a tatoo.. the pattern, erm.. i'm still considering.. more or less will be a star or something like that.. thirdly, is either get myself a Blackberry or NDSL.. either one of that.. but then, the price of blackberry is like tripple of NDSL, so, maybe i get NDSL first then only consider other thing..

okayz, maybe my housemates or whoever are going to object me of my list as i just mentioned, but then, like Jas said, i'm getting my Luci in my room, IN MY ROOM !! so, it's nothing much to discuss.. just one thing to worry, the size of my room is like, not enough for a silky terrier or westie to play with.. so, i'm still considering which breed to get cause, the market price for silky and terrier is just like the price for Blackberry and NDSL.. westie is trippled price of silky terrier.. if i'm getting westie, i'm so so so bankrupt for that.. aiks ><

so, aside from the dreams, in reality, my freaking stupid cipet final exam is so so so coming soon.. it's next week.. and i'm seriously, freakingly, not yet get ready AT ALL !! i'm so nervous and worry now cause, i got to maintain my result, but, like i mentioned, i'm just getting lazier and aimless for my life not.. sigh.. furthermore, my freaking internship is gonna start the next day after i complete my freaking last paper.. fuck la !! stupid utar and i seriously hate utar system.. why the fuck the juniors get to end the freaking cipet papers god damn earlier than seniors where seniors got so much thing to rush, the Final Year Project and also, the freaking Internship.. this is just mad brainless system.. fuck la !!

btw, my parents' birthday are coming soon and i don't know what to get them.. although this is so a minor issue, but then, it still bothering me like, quite some time.. and christmas also, i seriously don't know what to get, and i'm really poor now.. i shall really stop fully enjoy my life with entertainment, like food and food.. should really do something on my fats now.. today just went to furniture fair in PWTC.. gosh, i don't know what happen to the freaking weight measurment device or something like that, i can't believe my eyes on the freaking figure.. gosh.. i seriously can't believe my eyes for that.. i guess i'm even heavier than my dad.. GOSH !!!! ok, i'm so going to cut off my meals and yes, i got to report myself to this blog about what i have eat everday.. gosh.. *cries and runaway*

i'm lazy to crap more now and i shall go watch my KangXiLaiLe, i hope it has finished load.. don't know what happen to the freaking line in KL areas.. seriously, fuck !!